Many say I am just one to try. I say I am one less to quit. - Diego Marchi


"Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving well-preserved, but to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, and still screaming, “Whoo! What a ride!” Whenever you feel you will never see light, feel warmth or be happy ever again, just remember, somewhere on earth right now, the sun is rising."

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enough sdh.cukup sampai di sini =).setelah puas sy fikir sudahlah,jgn lagi fikir.cukuplah di sini saja ya?sy mau minta maaf kalau selepas ini sy jadi autism haha,I think today.i just thinking about today.I'll go alone with myself saja.muahaha =).alone bymyside.within a darken and light.sy berani cakap I don't need anyone anymore.I just need myself and He!sy nda mau jadi Gila.owh please kau fanny,don't be emoist!I won't bah.sy bukan emo..owh tulunglah..
setiap kali sy try mau HAPUSKAN nya,setiap kali sy mau TANAM KEBENCIAN tentangnya,masa tu jugalah sy sedar sy nda boleh lupakannya.sial!wth..Feeling,can you just get away from my heart?aaaa? BOLEHKAHHH.sy harap sy tiada perasan lagi.sebab DIA sy jadi sowt mcm ni.haha XD~urg akan tny bnda yg sama,they will ask me.and I know they will ask me lagi and lagi and lagi.sy tetap akan jawab benda yg sama.tp jgn tny sy ttg benda yg kasi down me. >.<
I just realize,I keep thinking too much of others long time ago.I think of them more than myself.What I've done to them?.I SACRIFICED a lot.That's my big mistake act.so for now and then,I won't repeat it again.sy nda mau ulang lagi kesilapan terbesar sy.You used to CAPTIVATE me by your resonating light,Now,I'm bounded by the life you left behind and thanks for that.~my one pleasant dreams its haunts me on your FACE...
ada satu malam sy terjaga,otak sy rasa mcm mau pecah sdh.otot2 semua pun tegang lebih2 d bahagian kepala.and me sedar itu adalah MIMPI BURUK.and the another night,sy alami mimpi yang legih bagus dari mimpi sebelumnya.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along," heck!
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
I'll make it TRUE for this time.

Kadang2,berdiam itu lagi bagus drp bercakap.sy terfikir balik why I don't fight back masa tu?WHY.Give a strength to prove my fault.You're not good enough to make me prove my "Fault" so I won't fight back.I won't do a things that make me HURT.>.< forget it babe,i talk nonsense here hey?It's not anyone.It's just about myself and I.Honestly,I can't deny HOW I'LL MISS the memories,how can I forget the sweet things that you give me even it's not a GOLD but it's yourself inside there.And I know it's just you long time ago. >.<  And still I don't know who you are.Am I too complicated? Am I too wrong. hey.. I talk nonsense ok! tiada kaitan

It's just my dream ~
I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all that I have created.Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins.I look into myself but my own heart has been changed.I can't go on like this, I loathe all I've become.I hold my breath, as this life starts to take its toll.I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds.........
But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved and I..


Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live

I wish you to leave me.just leave me..~
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