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Fanny =)
2/15/11 | 1:39 AM | 3 comments
morning..sempat lagi buat post padahal speechless sangat2x..andu,bukan pa i think ni last post sy kali ^^.nda tau lagi bila dapat posting2 segala,mybe next day,next month,next year?..kita nda tau.rasanya sy akan menyepi (skema ayat),bukan pa..dapat posting d tempat yang terpencil,sengaja minta posting d sana,bila akan keluar? nda tau lagi bila maybe selamanya kali ^^.owh ya,sy sdh fall in love with franky sihombing,cek punya cek my lappy rupanya dia ada saat i need kekuatan.franky officially thx to you,ur voice makes my soul more though before this =).kalau sebelum ni cry segala,alone segala tapi sejak sy dengarnya,now i gt a power ! act,sy diam2 saja ') bingung ft keliru dgn pa yg terjadi,nda tau la maybe salah sy tau salahnya,masing2 nda tau =).sy nda salahkan siapa2,it's me : pa lagi mau membenci segala,de ei..teda sebab why i must membenci ^^.dia sdh dapat pa dia mahu,I know that..it's ok.don't need to treat me like this,just gt what you want,'i appear before you,you dissapear before me',dan sy tau kedudukan me ^^. seperti yg sy jangka akan berlaku,kini terjadi sudah,just tunggu masanya.sekarang sy sdh nampak,awal2 lagi sy sdh bgtaunya yg dia not in love with me,just mengisi kekosongan heartnya but it's not love act =),sejak hari tu i feel guilty samanya,lau sy nda muncul kn bagus..dia nda perlu suffer semua ini,,huhu.owh ya post sebelum ni.sy bgtau sy ni kuda kn,dan sy lebih percaya lebih dari segala stupid things in this world,nah sowt sdh ^^.pa yg perlu sy buat sekarang? :.. senyum tak perlu kata apa-apa,mcm yg selalu sy buat only smile like this =).cuba mencari mata kail yg jatuh d lautan saja.don't need rasa bersalah,thnks everything to me,sepatutnya sy yg cakap mcm tu.sekejam2,kejam lagi sy if u know..mungkin ini balasan pa yg pernah sy buat dulu kepada masa silam sy..pa yg sy buat exactly same what you did to me,now sy percaya sdh segala sesuatu yg kita buat itu pasti ada balasannya =.=,,mengejar sesuatu yg nda pasti yet hurt someone yg setia / how's suck kn..but it's still ok as long as this world alive. sy faham pa yg kmu cuba sampaikan,but i was BLINDed ja my eyes,sy pelik =) wth ;)..(mau juga kasitau).sebab teda siapa2 yg peduli,my feelin,what i want,what i dislike,what i like,nobody : sejak dr dulu,i know myself,IMAGINE if berada di tempat sy ,nobody yg akan faham =),tiada yg memahaminya sampai bila2 pun..langsung..even my family tau org yg closed with me,zero..imma zero,inside me just zero" mengenali seseorang event yg buat sy know myself lagi better..like franky sihombing said,''Aku Berserah".nah sy mau petik what he always say before : pertolonganmu akan sampai di saat aku memerlukan,cintamu seperti sungai yang menangis,ku tahu betapa dalam kasihmu,ketika aku menjalani hidup ini,jalan mana yang harus ku pilih? " seems jiwang but act nda,sebab hanya Dia ja yg kekal dalam hidup ini.."Janjimu seperti fajar pagi hari,dan tidak pernah terlambat sinar"..another song from Maria Shandi,sentuh hatiku,owh yeah this song also Everything To Me from Avalon.. =)..dengar ja if want.. \ i wish i could play a guitar dan main satu lagu dari yiruma =) dia lain dari yang lain .. yup : we're still friends,closed friends,jgn sombong2 nanti aa ~ lau kita terjumpa satu hari nanti.. jgn laek tekanan2,lepas ni nda da sdh tekanan u gt.. chill aa.. haitt..smpai sini sajala last post sy ;) hopefully sy dapat menulis lagi mcm yg sy buat selalu,,hehe..bah,away dulu.. tata titi tutu.. Salam Maulidur Rasul utk semua yg menyambutnya =).. Speechless
2/13/11 | 3:23 PM | 0 comments
my mum say this to me :"kada no olingai nunu boros ku kumaa' dia.Ika noh ie pogulu.kada koinggarau ko doho.osonong oku ti hiti.matai oku poh nga haro noh momiara tadi nu,kada pologoso yoloh ingga kotutuko do hiti id pomogunan" owh teardrops again when i hugs her,another 1 year left to go mum,wait for me.and i promise to you mother,i'll make a REVENGE for what they did to you : but i'm sorry about this.i'm not normal as u see in front of you.that's just an action for pretended NORMAL..i'm human also and gt a feeling,but i realize a person like me is not exist anymore.i'm a horse that was born with a fools heart,but i trust it more than the most stupid thing in this world.Today,and so on i'll walk besides you even there are no space for me. mum..i wish i can talk to you about this but i know i can't ...i'm speechless'.. Read This =) she's korean XD
| 2:31 AM | 2 comments
Aimless Scribbles: a solution for damaged hairi like ur dress owh =) haha..miagal CL 2ne1,owh just read post ni anak.. hebat XD ,btw can u help me to highlight" my worst hair ini,nah i need ur help.i think next week la =),no..next next week after i meet someone.. kohkoh.. Lohan,Ranau
2/12/11 | 3:46 PM | 2 comments
lohan aloha =)..teringin mau p sana mau tguk2 lau ada ladang kuda d ranau,nanti bila dia besar sikit,i mean umur naik ( n she gt permission frm her mother) mahu bawanya jalan p ladang ~.. tp sy nda pndai memandu,xd =) mau belajar la ni..belajar memandu..datang la virus.. virus2 hackers serang laptop sy mentang2 hbs sdh 1 tahun..owh tidak ! jeng jeng jeng..miracles happen sdh,ada sdh sinaran d mata sy.. tp harap2 sy nda sesat lah,god ja yg tau.tp syg sy mabuk bas besar,hampir muntah hari tu wth ..xd =) kali ni nda.. banyak sdh 'dadah' sy bwa haha.. sowt maybe next week sy sibuk sikit tp still hve a time to update2 nie..when i write here,it's always remind me..full of meaning ;p,biarlah jiwang..i was born begitu sdh mgeli2x ^^..malam ni sy mahu tidur dengan unicorn,sy tarik tanduknya,cubit matanya buat wishes.. hope everything goes smoothly..for you and for me ~ i'm yours *.. later laek,btw kuku sy semakin panjang..haruska dipotong nie,ahh nda mau lah.. all ABOUTmysyg:PART 3
2/11/11 | 9:20 PM | 2 comments
holla..rasanya banyak sgt sdh my post,dan ini yg ke 40 sdh,pada siapa2 yg nda suka mana2 post sy.sorry sj..apa bole buat i've to write kalau nda sy bole jd sowt ini.~ post kali ni khas untuknya yg jauh d sana,teringin sekali sy mau bercakap samanya,tp sepertinya dia perlu masa,nda pa la.. ada juga rakaman voice mu itu, ^^ hari2 sy dengar exspecel sbelum tidur.. xd =).sy nda pakar dalam apa2 hal,nothing i can do for you,terasa sangat rendah diri now >.<.feel shame to myself.sy penakut,sangat penakut..mahu tapi malu orang cakap,no..bukan tu,just perasaan rendah diri lebih mengatasi daripada diri sy sendiri.bila sy tguk others can mke u smile eventhough inside u ,u're not planning to happy..sekurang2 nya,u show to them that u're "happy"..tapi bagi sy,itu lebih menyakitkan bila kita just PRETENDED to be happy.. sy menjauh begini bukan bermakna i leave u,but seems like mengelak dari sy..it's ok,sy diam2 saja : bak kata org senyum tak perlu kata apa-apa..kmu wondering adakah kmu penting bagi sy? ya..sangat penting,gve me reason why not syg..huhu,kenapaka kmu rasa mcm itu?sy seperti org luar bg mysyg sendiri ~ pejam mata saja..andai ada pembuat jam seperti dalam filem the curious of benjamin button,sy rela dilahirkan tua dan mati semasa umur sy mencecah umur bayi..and so that i can grow up with you together,mau ka jua sm seorang tua ini?.. =) ni kata2 sy untuk mydew nun di sana, -Jgn layan perasaan sangat,sebab rasa bdan binasa.be yourself,mana sdh nel,abg nielleson yg dulu yg though pernah sy kenal,sy nda kenal sdh nielleson sekarang ini >.< .kmu penting bagi sy,kalau tidak lama sdh i leave u dew,masih ingat pa yg sy cakap sama kmu?..kmu org yg pertama buat sy feel what is love.. masa lalu biarlah berlalu,kadang2 mungkin kita perlu ingat kembali sekadar sebagai pengajaran untuk diri kita.don't let org yg kmu syg pergi,kalau perlu say something kepadanya so that dia nda akan pergi : if me,i won't leaving wlupun u didn't say anything ^^.. semua benda hidup d dunia ada masalah masing2,cuma masalahnya berbeza-beza.. ada yang berat,ada yang ringan,tke a positif one even tiada yang positif,why nda turned yg negatif to postif..cukup dengan thinking yg positif..kmu anak pertama n ada tanggungjawab yg besar,same as me..sdh tentu tggungjwb kita sebagai anak,nda mau kasih susah siapa2 terutama keluarga sendiri.. sy mau kongsi satu story. kwn sy dulu yg rapat dgn me,namanya c philo [sekarang dia d UMS,jarang sdh kontak].. berasal dr keluarga yg miskin,sy sedih dengar ceritanya.kais pagi makan pagi.kais petang makan petang..rumahnya selalu kena humban tanah oleh budak2 sebab buruk,d sekolah dia selalu kena ejek2..sy gerigitan sama tu budak2 maka sy suruh pungut sampah [me pengawas time tu]..parents nya nda da kerja langsung,so mcm mana dia survive utk belajar n tanggung adik2nya yg ramai.. dia kerja,sebab dia pndai melukis,dia jual lukisannya sama org lain,kalau hujung2 minggu dia kerja d restaurant lepas kelas..sy kesian tguknya,pa yg boleh sy buat..just stay with her and protectnya dari budak2 yg suka ejeknya.. sekarang dia d UMS sdh berkat usahanya sendiri,and adik2nya yg lain masing2 masuk maktab,perubatan..moga2 dia berjaya dalam hidupnya even dia nda pernah sdh kontak2 me =)..i don't care.. huhu.. just be positif ~ as u positif,tiada yg dapat mengatasi kmu..apa tu urg cakap.. ambil yg jernih buang yg keruh =)..hanya diri kmu sendiri yg dpt help out of all this,bila masanya? itu kita nda tau..syg,cahyo2x.. be strong! jgn mudah mengalah..i'm always here for you.. aja2 fighting !! -fanny faylette- sadly..
| 11:44 AM | 0 comments
hari ni sy jumpa dua ekor kucing dekat dengan balkoni depan kelas kuliah,sangat kesian sy tguk tu kucing,macik cleaner tendang2 owh tu kucing,bilangnya geli kunu mau pegang,kalau ya pun jgn la buat tu kucing mcm tu.. what should i do? anak kucing tu nda sehat,badannya berkurap sdh sian..sy mu bawa balik bilik,tp dilarang haiwan dalam kawasan hostel.. huhu..berabis sy fikir ttg tu kucing tyme d kelas,nada sy boleh fokus..lepas kelas,sy balik hostel,mandi semua and turun balik p balkoni..bawa beg besar supaya nda kedapatan,n me n my kawan p 'culik' tu kucing,biarlah pa yg terjadi yg ptg itu kucing nda mati kena hujan,sekarang mereka berada di bilik mykawan,tggu siapa2 yg mau ambil~ i think teda yg mau ambil coz berkurap sdh badannya,banyak kutu..owh sian..huhu,kucing owh kucing sy mau kmu sebab kita serupa,nobody want~..sad saja ^^ apa pun,mereka pasti selamat..tiba2 sy rindu kucing2 sy d rumah,keadaan rumah semua mcm mana sdh? my mum ok sdh ka?.. huhu,sy mau kol tp sy nda isi phone,hampir terlupa yg saya ada sebuah handphone coz lama sdh nda berbunyi ..sy rindu my mum,harap2 dia kembali sehat..siou,sy nda dapat jaga..berharap padaNya saja,mum i'm sorry..owh bole jadi gila begini,i don't care bout myself tp jgn saja urang2 yg sy syg get sick,tau ada apa2..ujian apa ka ini ?.. d mana ka sy berada ni,mum..sis shirley..teardrops sdh..aiii..huhu,sangat sad sy rasakan..i wish i could hear your voice now ~.. i really miss you, Sugar baby love
2/10/11 | 10:21 PM | 0 comments
i've found this vid on yb =) haha..but it's requiring me to confirm that i am 18 years old and above to view it,wth.. yes i do <3 haha..it's so sweet and funny vid .. take a look of your own .. owh ya,this is an abnormal video,so for whose that normal person,better stay out ! haha lmao =)here the linkshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxWX5kACVyg&oref=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fresults%3Fsearch_query%3Dsugar%2Bbaby%2B%26aq%3Df&has_verified=1&oref=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fverify_age%3Fnext_url%3Dhttp%253A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%253Fv%253DzxWX5kACVyg%2526oref%253Dhttp%25253A%25252F%25252Fwww.youtube.com%25252Fresults%25253Fsearch_query%25253Dsugar%25252Bbaby%25252B%252526aq%25253Df%2526has_verified%253D1 too long ka haha =)) Happy Anniversary dew
| 7:10 PM | 0 comments
Thank you for your LOVE =)thank you for your concern =) thank you for your passion =) thanks for loving me =) an officially thank you to LOVE ^^. I'm not good enough for you .. sorry didn't wish you for our anniversary =).but i least i can write here , eventhough nobody hear me but i really mean it.i'm sorry .. =) Just Be fine there and take your time.Do what you like and enjoy life syg ^^.hoho..I'm FINE here..muhehe,don't worry.. i'll trying my best to fullfill my words to you .. =) I LOVE YOU <3 <3 sedih =)
| 11:28 AM | 0 comments
uitt =) haha.. sedih kunu tajuk my post maka senyum ie haha =)..taddaaaa nah ini face beruniform sia,wkk. punya skema i hate ! wahaha,tp mahu kasi tayang juga .. bukan show off tapi show ON ! haha xd ~..haha =) just snap ni pic hari ni tyme pratikal di skill LAB..haha,ok berbalik sama sedih,sdh 2 minggu sy sedih saja haha =) ..wth,mungkin sy terlalu emo kali nda tahu la haha =) yg ptg sekarang sy mahu sedih smpai bila2x.. ;P myrumate meluat sdh bila i said sedih2 to her haha "kau ini sedih saja,bahagia2 la bah.tguk wayang tidur makan mcm sia" haha ..itu dia not me lol,tp memang betul pun pa dia cakap itu hehe..owh ya hari ni paling malang owh,biadap sgt tu fresiee ~ kecewa biadap mcm tu,kasar2 pun me nda juga biadaP mcm tu fressie,kesian myrumate nasib nda basah baju,lau basah LAMA sdh sy p tiaw naik balik di atas..sy marah2 mcm singa haha tapi sy jarang marah kecuali sy mad itu seja hehe =) dulu mmg hot tempered tp sikarang 'cool kunu haha.cool pa nya lau sedih emo..kwn tny pa tu emo sy jawab emo tu elmo,yg ada rambut siring di depan juntai2 haha =).. owh ya,sy ada nampak sumandak pakai micro skirt jalan2,sy tau sdh apa tujuan nya itu haha makanya sy diam2 saja~ kesian juga sy tguk yg middle group pun ada juga,budak2 sekolah semua~ kesian patut disuntik HPV itu..huhu..tapi dorg ok laek sebab masing2 dapat cari kebahagiaan sendiri,sebab dorg pilih cara itu .. ASTAGA apa sdh sy melalut nie haha,balik lagi pasal sedih2 sy.. mmg sy sedih sdh 1 bulan,haha =) nasib baik sy nda mati kah2x.. nda tau napa me sedih..haha,mulai hari ini sy mau simpan 24sen 1 hari .. haha,sebab sy mau menggengam satu barang mahal,bila lagi terpegang barang mahal lau bukan ni tahun.,hehe >.< doakan sy saja supaya dapat pgg barangan mahal.org dusun bilang TAPUN saja ~ asal sy ter 'tapun' la pun jadilah hehe.act,sy terlalu rindu samanya =) tersangat2 tp sy nda show laek mcm mula2 sy kenalnya dulu,dulu sy selalu show my love,tp sekarang mcm nda sdh sebab apa lagi sy mau show ..my feeling sm nya sdh betul2 d sudut paling deep in my heart : deeply down..i know myself ^^.i wish i can know you..sy nda mengharap harapan yg tinggi in our relationship >.< andu,for me,cukup sdh if i know keadaan kmu,no need feel terhutang budi,kesian,or menyusahkan,sy gigit jua lau berperasaan emo2x hehe =)..nanti sy p kgu,lau mahu jumpa kita meet saja ^^..p makan ngau chap,lama sy nda makan tu benda haha =),jarang sdh mkn sasau ini sm maggy..lemah badan sy tmakan itu mungkin kerana sumpahan sakit perut kmu itu kali i think haha,lau sy tnmpk my friend masak maggy trus cepat2 sy cakap " nda paya la mkn maggy,banyak tu kanji " hehe,maka sy jeles ie hehe =).sy mau kmu tau .. teda pa2 yg boleh ubah my feeling towards you,sy syg kmu sangattt eventhough sy menjauh tapi 1 perkara yg pasti ..kmu bukanlah di fikiran sy,tpi kmu mengisi semua ruang yg ada dlm diri ni tnpa kmu sedari ~ .. >.< -fanny lene- bercampur2 sdh =) campur baur.. A pendrive and A pen =)
| 10:22 AM | 0 comments
i like red =) owh ya.. do you see the zodiac sign ? muhehe.that's mine .. Morning =)
2/9/11 | 10:32 PM | 2 comments
Good morning love =) good morning worlds..sy rindu mahu textnya good morning ^^ .. d mana ka dia ? sdh bgus ka hpnya.. GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD MORNINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG syg >.< ..even bukan hari2,at least sy ihklas =).. A Shoulder To Cry On
| 4:44 PM | 0 comments
a song from Tommy Pagehere the lyrics =) wth,haha it's make me sleepy..if you have a time,just listen on youtube =).. Life is full of lots of up and downs, And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground, And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down, It's so hard to know the way you feel inside, When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide, But you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side, And when you need a shoulder to cry on, When you need a friend to rely on, When the whole world is gone, You won't be alone, cause I'll be there, I'll be your shoulder to cry on, I'll be there, I'll be a friend to rely on, When the whole world is gone, you won't be alone, cause I'll be there. All of the times when everything is wrong And you're feeling like There's no use going on You can't give it up I hope you work it out and carry on Side by side, With you till the end I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand no matter what is said or done our love will always continue on Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on everyone needs a friend to rely on When the whole world is gone you won't be alone cause I'll be there I'll be your shoulder to cry on I'll be there I'll be the one you rely on when the whole world's gone you won't be alone cause I'll be there! And when the whole world is gone You'll always have my shoulder to cry on.... No Condom No Play
| 10:30 AM | 0 comments
whooots? muhehe,lawa ka tajuk post sy,lawa kn.haha.jgn heran ini benar wohhh,tapi sy tekankan post ni adalah TERBUKA k,bukan untuk siapa2 just my fikiran saja =) haha i think c fane tahu xd tapi nda pa BIAR SY KASI INGAT lagi pengalaman kita tahun lalu2 : syok haha ^^ ok jgn salah sangka yang bukan2 ok?..mahu dengar cerita sy? bah here we go kunu.. =)Ni kisah bukan juga BEST sangat lah tapi satu pengalaman yg nda mungkin sy lupa seumur hidup.kisah ni agak lucu + bodoh haha ^^.Maybe hari tu hari yg sangat malang sama tu orang sebab rahsianya BOCOR sdh..kah2,and juga maybe hari tu hari paling bertuah bagi kami ( me and fane nike) coz tahu apa yang terjadi sebenarnya dalam kalangan misi2 muda nie.Jgn ingat semuanya innoncent,muka tulus mulus suci berseri itu misi yang baik macam angel NO! haha.absolutely no. kenapa? sebab dalam banyak2 misi,ada juga yang menjatuhkan nama baik sahaja -) what should i say aa? bikin malu ^^.hehe..KALAU itu orang tersinggah n terbaca my post ini just want to say SIAPA YANG MAKAN CILI DIA YANG RASA PEDAS.. haha,uittt mulau.melalut sdh sy ni mcm urang gila2 bayang.. =) haha.. ok lah.. kita balik kepada my tajuk no condom no play.. Actually moto ni adalah salah satu seruan kerajaan kita untuk menyelaraskan penggunaan perancangan keluarga =) hehe.. tapi motonya sangat memikat hati dan terbuka ^^ i loike tajuknya,mcm mau menggalakkan urang buat sexcmaniak muahaha =) bayangkan kalau moto macam ni tersebar luas maka laku la penjualan kondom haha [bagus sy buat kedai jual benda itu],banyak sangat di pasaran,macam2 warna pun ada juga perisa segala,tekstur,yang lebih canggih ada sexc toys lagi dijual wkk,HEBAT xd =) hebat apanya,kalau penyakit STD semakin meningkat..kesian..sy mau share satu kisah masa posting dulu,mengenai seorang baby girl yang baru lahir,i think about 4 kg kali..gumuk ^^ cumel owh.. tapi malang untuk c baby ni coz nda bole breastfeeding,kenapa? sebab mamanya ada sifilis.huhu kesian..terpaksa bergantung sama susu lain..nda boleh kasi susu baby lau ada STD,kenapa? bah baca2 lah sifilis.. haha =).. sian kan..pa boleh buat.. Yang lebih2 malang,seruan kerajaan ini disalah guna oleh kaum2 kita sekarang,mentang2 harga kondom MURAH,smpai ada 'bos' mau membekalkan benda itu,kaum kita nda paya lagi turun kedai farmasi mau belinya.kol saja maa =) hoho even dalam kalangan misi sendiri pun ada yg main benda itu.. INI betul,sy sdh nampak depan my eyes mcm mana dia bawa benda itu siap dalam pek2 lagi and ada beberapa shavers,nda tau la pa MOTIF nya mau simpan benda itu.. haha,i think masih simpan itu pic tapi no need to letak la,bikin malu saja...itu haknya tapi agak-agak la mau simpan di mana.don't let others see it..hohoho.. nah terbukti sdh macam mana penggunaan condom yg terlalu meluas sangat haha =) .. penggunaanya lagi berkesan if ada spermisid tuk bunuh tu sperm..wah hebat XD,malah canggih laek LUBRICANT tau KY jelly sekarang ada sdh spermisid owh..nah ni satu lagi tarikan kaum kita untuk giat dalam dunia2 condom ni sebab tipis peluang mau pregnant =_ wah..muhehe, tapi perkara ni biasa2 saja sekarang apa mau heran lagi kan? tapi sy just kesal penggunaan yg salah ini =) lau mau guna dengan cara yang betul lah..berani buat berani tanggung itu seja ~ XD pelik pula post sia.. haha whatever =) mungkin bila nanti =)
2/8/11 | 8:40 PM | 0 comments
uitt tadaaa =) hehe owh ya sy sudah dapat nama itu baby,namanya Baby Manson hoho.cute kan hehe ^^ kalau dia besar hensem kali tu feat cantik muhehe.tp itu nda kekal ^^.. ramai urang salah sangka kebanyakan manusia mahu yang cantik2 ft lawa2 saja,tapi harus diingat bukan semua mcm itu =) . although sy suka tguk COMEL bukan bermakna sy ni memilih de eii =) Old concept sdh,i have my own seeing kunu hehe.act,barusan siap my kerja yg mcm nda pandai siap2 haha ^^,thank baby manson sebab sudi jadi copy and paste pic di fail pendidikan sy hehe =) harap2 semua berjalan lancar esok..rasanya sy sangat buzy sekali,muhehe maka teda apa2 untuk di sibukkan,trip ja sibuk haha lol.tapi sy suka sibuk cz i can't feel myself anymore sdh muahaha =) senget..Jam 4 pagi sdh masi belum siap2 kerja me,owh yeah thx God sy masih ok ni alone membuat kerja,my rumate tidur sdh =) kasian..sy mau tidur tapi nda dapat tidur,hoho tggl iron baju mandi dan masuk kelas,mcm biasa,kah2..Jgn heran,tiba2 datang rajin sy menulis blog ini,saja taip2 sebab lama nda menaip hehe ^^.sorry saja lau bosan meningu my blog tapi it's ok : hehe.. =)status sekarang : sejuk + sakit mata + pening kepala + lapar " haha,teda yg kasi kawan makanya bosan sangat,nasib ada juga blog huduh ini wkk =).ngeek ngoook [ajaran c dew,mana sdh ni anak..andu..].anu,mcm bunyi kerbau pendek gia tu a.k.a sasau haha ^^.kepala makin memusing,mata semakin menebal muhaha,sy mau tidur sangat2 tapi nda dpat sdh,what should i do? hoho..main game? terus menaip ? buat kerja?..alalalala,bgus sy mkn ni haha ada lagi faedah kenyang juga nda paya sarapan pagi nanti,tggl mand n jalan.. yeah ^^ skrg 4.15 sdh haha,hebat xd..i think 4.30 bru sy iron baju,malas mau iron act tapi nanti kena marah nda lurus baju mau letak lilin tapi siapa sanggup letak lilin d uniform hoho nda la sy sggup lau cap saja bole lah kali ^^.i need someone to talk about tapi nampaknya masing2 sibuk muhehe ^^.owh owh pada siapaka..andu.. >.< owh ya sy lupa,sy bukan jenis yg suka meluah JARANG,,orang tertentu saja itu kadang2 sy meluah ^^.nah merepek mulau sdh sy nie haha..bah fanny p lah ko tidur,buat pa ko nda tidur menyemak saja,haha =) Jap lagi sy tidur la ni,jgn risau =) hohoho..tggal 8 minit lagi ni,nah betul2 sowt sdh nie haha.. ayuh merepek lagi haha,lau ini keyboard pndai bcakap kn bgus kohkoh =).. bole juga sy tny2 dia,da juga kwn mau meluah2 isi jantung hehe.kadang2 sy terfikir np sy nda bernsib ada kaka,agaga.. act ada tapi lama sdh meninggalkan dunia,makanya sy la kaka,haha..TERINGIN sangat mau ada kaka,owh yeah ^^ bole ka my mum jadi my kaka ?? haha sowt~ tau my nenek jadi kaka?? hoho IMPOSSIBLE hehe..sy kali urang paling manja sama my sister lau ada,nah HARI2 sy membodeknya wkkk,dan dia jadi tempat sy meluah,haha =) sy nda mau kwn,apa segala.. just my sister eiseeeh haha BERANGAN..tapi it's ok,bukan sy sj teda kaka,banyak lagi urang lain =) hoho..go on saja ini..muhehehe,mungkin bila nanti.. <3 <3 lagu c peterpan.hehe uitt,ngam pula dengan tajuk post sia ( maka sengaja) haha..gambar apa sy mau letak sebagai penutup aa?.. hehe nda santik pula post teda gambar2 kn..bah ni la kunu pic nya =).. simple but means a lot for me <3...andu,jaga diri aa~~ >.< aduhai pic emo2 .. heeh -fanny lene- No
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Nothing left to say ~ >.< PERFUME
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whoot! PERFUME?.hehe lek,this is The Story of a Murderer based on the best-selling novel by Patrick Suskind : a story od a deadlt obession set in 18th-century France.I've been watching this movie so many times beacuse it's haunting me all the time xd =).I'm allergic to perfume and i hate meet a people with 'PERFUME' .. haha lol,ok let's talk about this film.This story really inspiraizing me how life will be ended ~! i like the murderer very much and i'm NEVER EVER feel sorry if i killed by him haha i mean John-Baptiste Grenouille,i can 'heard' my own obsession and ate them through my BLOOD,no i mean racism haha xd.. ok this is a synopsis of the story that i copy from somewhere ~ hehe.. take your own look,i just want to say I"VE BEEN WATCHING THIS SO MANY TIMES haha lol lol =)..here we goJohn-Baptise Grenouille,orphaned as a newborn in the streets of Paris,is alone in the world.A peculiar child who rarely speaks,Grenouille is alienated from others but blessed with a remarkable gift.His sense of smell is so refined,so attuned to every blade of grass and blossoming flower,that it's tragic when he's sold into servitude to a tannery at the age of 13 and surrounded by the foul odors that accompany his labor. But there comes a day when Grenouille does an errand in town and discovers the object that will transform his life : perfume.Eager to learn the art of creating sophisticated fragnance,he apprentices himself to a once-renowned perfumer,and proves to be a savant whose almost mystical knowledge of scent surpasses anyhting that can be taught to him by masters to the craft. Ironically,he was born with no scent of his own,a distinction which colors his undistinguished life.But Grenouilles is fearless when it comes to the pursuit of a perfect perfume.When he discovers the most intotoxicating scent he has ever experienced - the natural fragnance of a beautiful young lady - he learns that the only method to preserve he innocence and fresh beauty will require murder. Plaguing the countryside with a series of gruesome killings,Greounille must stay one step ahead of the authorities until he captures the final ingredient for his greatest perfume - the essence of a beautiful redheaded girl whose wealthy father earneastly protects her.Only then,he believes,will he earn the attention and adulation that his extraordinary talent deserves ~~~~~~~~~.. old film about 4 years ago but it's still haunting me ~~~.. Comel
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cumel kan?? kan?? hehe.. owh tidak i wish i can be a baby again haha..sowt~. Nah ini kali entrie sy pelik sikit haha xd =) jum kita tguk sepa yg jadi mangsa.. JENG JENG JENG muhahaha,it's Baby and me ,sy nda pasti namanya (malas mau cari nama) wkk dan watak utamanya pelakon Go Mi Nam yg cantik tapi ensem =) kata rumate sy mcm SAYA kunu c go mi nam tyme berlakon dulu haha ~ shit~ sembarang xd,daripada terus2 cakap kusung ayuh kita tguk baby yg comel sangat nie ~~~~~~~~~~~~ gila superb cumel =) i adore you baby! erk? ,, haha nvm,. owh mata yang sangat menawan hati ~~ ^^^..mwaaaahxx BAByyyyyyyy haha.. baby green ~ owh yaeh i like green as much i like baby K =)))) owhhh no~~ hehe.. agak2 mukanya mirip siapa aaa? muhehe sy rasa mcm pernah jumpa ni baby tp nda tau d mana mana aaa ? wkk.. (flash back 21 years ago)~~ sweeet sangat =) nah kan .. senyumannya boleh jadi satu cure yg AJAIB untuk orang2 like me hehe.. eee =) hehe.. something beautiful~ baby's smile can't hide everything .XOXO.. it's Baby and Me. Good morning
2/7/11 | 10:35 PM | 0 comments
Good Morning love =) good morning everyone ^^ yeahaaa..imagine a day with you =)
2/6/11 | 3:38 PM | 0 comments
=).. i just want to say i really miss you ^^ could i hear ur voice once again? owh owh.. >.< i want it so badly.but i know i can't because phone sick disease =) ngaaak,i hate ^^..a day with you mydew.. me around 10am : Good morning syg.. sy rindu kmu sangat.. me around 2pm : sdh habis kelas? andu.. tk a rest saja mydew.. me around 2.30pm : neh mkn sudah? p la mkn dulu aa.. me around 5pm : syg sdh sy balik ^^..d bilik sdh nie me around 6.15pm : sy mandi dulu mydew..jap aa =) me around 7pm : sdh me mandi sygku love.. wangi sabun sdh,teda kiss.hug pun jadilah hehe.. hoho,dah mand ma mkn ka juga nie.. me around 8.30pm : bgus la tu,,masih sakit lagi? i love you syg.. me around 9pm : nda online? sy online ini,main game d fb jap =) me around 9.30pm : syg mana sdh? huhu.. me around 11pm : mau tidur sdh? me around 11.45pm : jgn tidur lewat sangat,mentang2 vampire .. me around 11.50pm : nite sygku..have a nice sleep everyday i always imagine a day with you =) . I'm annoying but i care about you >.< do you know that?..I Love you mydew ... i'll give anything.. P/S: heartless.. why ? huhu because of me?.. i wondering.. something
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Sony Ericson c510 =).My Handphone tht im using now Hoho..full with a game haha xd
Fanila Daivis Daivil =) my crazy rumate! She's nice and very Smart person ^^.I like her style.. muhehe
At taman tun fuad =) around 6:30,45 or 7 kali haha.. Decided to jog at the 1st but was stuck here..haha
This is how our hostel look =) nah nice kn =) ^^..
Alala..who's this? Kah kaah..last sem =) watching my friends Playing netball
Left : my Scandal haha i love her gila.. Right: best student she gt 4 P woaaah =))) PROUD.hehe
Nah ..muhehe =) at the hillside Fane,far,eve..
Kalang our babyface =) muhehe..she's gt a nice eyes? Right..coz she wear lense haha..
Kahiril =) fara's boyfriend shyhhh diam2 haha
Doris lim su yee =) muahaha
Malenurse =) hoho
Elisa obil =) she's look great right? ..hehe
My bornplace =)
what was your..
2/5/11 | 1:15 PM | 0 comments
i just like it.it's remind me something special.. 1. last beverage = MAGGI soup ..This could be the last drink..erk.? 2. last phone call = c doris 3. last text message = faylette<3 4. last song you listened to = guardian angel_the red jumpsuit 5. last time you cried = can't remember ^^ HAVE YOU EVER : 6. dated someone twice = no and i hope so 7. been cheated on = yes 8. kissed someone & regretted it = i haven't kissing yet haha.. 9. lost someone special = yes my late sister since i was 10 years old 10. been depressed = yes 11. been drunk and threw up = once.when i was at my house larhh LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS : 12. red 13. green 14. whilack + White and Black haha THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: ( 2010 ) 15. Made a new friend = ** many 16. Fallen out of love = yeah ^^ <3 17. Laughed until you cried = sometimes. 18. Met someone who changed you = yeah.i've found her and she is my life 19. Found out who your true friends were = no 20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes 21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = no GENERAL : 22. How many people on your FB friend's list do you know in real life = ahh i can't remember. 24. Do you have any pets = yes.i have 11 cats muahaha. 25. Do you want to change your name = i will .. later larh..^^ 26. What did you do for your last birthday = drink.sleep.gt drunk.sleep again.and last..watching tv ^^ 27. What time did you wake up today = 9 am 28. What were you doing at midnight last night = watchn youtube and textn with DEW <3 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = NIELLE =) 30. Last time you saw your Mother = 2 months ago mybe.. 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = nt sure 32. What are you listening to right now = fan noise 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = no 34. What's getting on your nerves right now = i don't know 35. Most visited web page = Youtube <3 37. Nicknames = too many.. 38. Relationship Status = MARRIED 39. Zodiac sign = Saggitarius 40. He or She = She 41. Elementary = St.David Tbh tbn 42. High School = St.Martin Tampasak Tbn,SMK Tbn 44. Hair colour = Black 45. Long or short = short 46. Height = 156 cm? ah..i'm nt sure hehe 47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yes 48. What do you like about yourself? = i am unicorn and i am proud of it haha 49. Piercings = yes. 50. Tattoos = no 51. Righty or lefty = righty but i wish i can lefty haha FIRSTS : 52. First surgery = i'm an unicorn.i don't need surgery haha 53. First piercing = ears. 54. First best friend = philo 55. First sport you joined = 100m 56. First vacation = labuan 58. First pair of trainers = ahh? RIGHT NOW : 59. Eating = nda 60. Drinking = nda 61. I'm about to = sleep again 62. Listening to = sleeping voice 63. Waiting for = lunch time YOUR FUTURE : 64. Want kids? = yeah.with her.foster child la hehe 65. Get Married? = already =) 66. Career? = street fighter erk? haha WHICH IS BETTER : 67. Lips or eyes = both 68. Hugs or kisses = lick... erk? haha 69. Shorter or taller = taller and shorter erk? haha 70. Older or Younger = both.haha 71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous 72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice .... emm.. haha 73. Sensitive or loud = ___ sensitive 74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship.. 75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hesitant HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger = no 77. Drank hard liquor = no 78. Lost glasses/contacts = no 79. Sex on first date = no 80. Broken someone's heart = yes 81. Had your own heart broken = yes 82. Been arrested = no 83. Turned someone down = no 84. Cried when someone died = yes. 85. Fallen for a friend = no DO YOU BELIEVE IN : 86. Yourself = yes 87. Miracles = yes 88. Love at first sight = YES 89. Heaven = yes 90. Santa Claus = yes 91. Kiss on the first date = yes.and i hope so larh.. haha 92. Angels = i don't know ANSWER TRUTHFULLY : 93. Had more than one bf/gf = no 95. Did you sing today = no 96. Ever cheated on somebody = no 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why = when i was with my late sister.. as far as i can..i really want a sister =) 98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be = idk 99. Are you afraid of falling in love = depend 100. Posting this as 100 truths = bah =) =)
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you..hear thisI just miss you.do you know that?.I miss you.i miss you.i miss you! that's all i want to say.. Lucky
2/3/11 | 10:00 PM | 0 comments
Owh why i'm not lucky like you? maybe this is my fate kali.always UNLUCKY huhu.everyday i wish i can pray to Him for mkng me a LUcky person.Lucky lucky lucky : my friend ( awww sorry i can't write her name >.<) says to me : "you better off.it's right now.don't worry," .i just smile and still thinking that i'm dreaming >.<.......................................................................................................................................................................... saying "i'm tired" when your actually sad
2/1/11 | 6:28 PM | 0 comments
¡ʎɐpǝɯos˙uıɐƃɐ ɹǝɥʇo ɥɔɐǝ ǝǝs ll,ǝʍ puɐ'sn uodn ǝlıɯs llıʍ ǝʇɐɟ ǝqʎɐɯ ¡¡ɹǝʌǝɹoɟ 'ǝɹǝɥʇ ǝq sʎɐʍlɐ llıʍ ʇı˙uıɐd ǝɥʇ ǝsɐǝ llıʍ ʇı ʞuıɥʇ ǝʍ ɥɔnɯ ʍoɥ puɐ'ʎɹʇ ǝʍ pɹɐɥ ʍoɥ ɹǝʇʇɐɯ ou uǝʇʇoƃɹoɟ ǝq ʇouuɐɔ ǝʌol˙ʇ,uɐɔ ǝʍ ʇnq'oʇ ʇuɐʍ ʎɐɯ ǝʍ'pǝʌol ǝʍ ǝuoǝɯos ʇǝƃɹoɟ ʇ,uɐɔ ǝʍ'ʎɐs ʎǝɥʇ ʇɐɥʍ ǝʞıl˙ǝɹoɯʎuɐ noʎ punoɹɐ ʇou ǝq oʇ sı'ʇɐɥʇ op oʇ ǝɯ ɹoɟ ʎɐʍ ʎluo ǝɥʇ puɐ˙noʎ ɹǝʌo ʇǝƃ puɐ uo ǝʌoɯ oʇ ǝʌɐɥ ı'ʍouʞ ı ʍoɥǝɯos ʇnq˙ǝɯıʇ ƃuol ʎɹǝʌ ɐ ɹoɟ noʎ ǝʌol llıʍ ʎlqɐqoɹd ı puɐ noʎ ǝʌol llıʇs ı˙˙oƃ noʎ ʇǝl oʇ ƃuol sıɥʇ ǝɯ ʞooʇ ʇı ɟı ¡ʎɹɹos˙oƃ noʎ ʇǝl oʇ ǝʌɐɥ ı ʇnq'sƃuılǝǝɟ ʎɯ ɟo oƃ ʇǝl ʇ,uɐɔ ı ʍouʞ ı˙uıɐƃɐ ǝɔuo ǝɯ ʇɹnɥ puɐ ʞɔɐq ǝɯoɔ oʇ sƃuılǝǝɟ ǝsǝɥʇ llɐ ʇuɐʍ ʇ,uop ı zoɔ'ǝɹnʇnɟ ǝɥʇ uı ɥʇɐd ɹnoʎ ssoɹɔ ɐuuɐʍ ʇ,uop ı'ʎlʇsǝuoɥ˙uıɐƃɐ noʎ ǝǝs ɹǝʌǝu llıʍ ı ʇɐɥʇ ƃuılǝǝɟ sıɥʇ ǝʌɐɥ ı'ǝʎqpooƃ ʎɐs ı sɐ'ʍou ʇnq˙noʎ oʇ ʞɔɐq ǝɯ pɐǝl spɐoɹ sllɐ ʇnq'ǝɹoɟǝq sǝɯıʇ ʎuɐɯ os ǝʎqpooƃ pıɐs ǝʌɐɥ ı ʍouʞ ı˙˙¿oƃ ʇǝl ı ʇ,uɐɔ ʎɥʍ'ɟlǝsʎɯ ʞsɐ puɐ ʍolɟ sɹɐǝʇ ǝɥʇ ʇǝl ı'ʍollıd ʎɯ uo ʇsǝɹ pɐǝɥ ʎɯ˙ʇɥƃıɹ ǝq oʇ noʎ ʇɔǝdxǝ ʇ,upıp ɯ,ı'ǝɯ pǝǝu ʇ,uop noʎ pıɐs noʎ uǝɥʍ'ǝɹoɟǝq ʇɥƃnoɟ ɹǝʌǝu ı suoıʇoɯǝ ʞɔɐq ƃuıʇɥƃıɟ ɯ,ı˙oƃ ʇǝl oʇ ʇuɐʍ ʇ,uop ı ʇǝʎ ʞɔɐq noʎ ƃuıploɥ ɯ,ı˙¿ʎɹɔ oʇ ʇɹɐʇs ı uǝɥʍ op ı op ʇɐɥʍ ʇnq'ʎɹʇ oʇ ʇsɐǝl ʇɐ ɹo'oƃ ʇǝl oʇ ǝɯ llǝʇ spuǝıɹɟ ʎɯ˙ǝpısuı ɯɐ ı uǝʞoɹq ʍoɥ noʎ ʍoɥs oʇ ƃuıoƃ ɹǝʌǝu ɯ,ı˙ǝɯ ɥƃnoɹɥʇ ǝǝs noʎ ʇǝl oʇ ƃuıoƃ ɹǝʌǝu ll,ı˙oƃ noʎ ǝl oʇ ƃuıʎɹʇ ɯ,ı uǝɥʍ ǝɹoɯ uǝʌǝ llɐɟ ǝɯ ƃuıʞɐɯ ɹoɟ noʎ ǝʇɐɥ ı ʇnq'ǝɯ ƃuıʌol ʇou ɹoɟ pǝʇɐɥ ɹǝʌǝu ı˙ǝɹoɯʎuɐ ǝɹɐɔ uǝʌǝ ʇ,uop noʎ˙ʇ,uop noʎ ʍou'ʎɹɹos ǝɹǝʍ noʎ ʎɐs oʇ pǝsn noʎ¿ǝɯıʇ sıɥʇ ǝɯ ʇɹnɥ noʎ ɥɔnɯ ʍoɥ ǝǝs noʎ ʇ,uɐɔ ʎɥʍ˙ǝʎqpooƃ ʎɐs oʇ ƃuıoƃ ǝɹ,noʎ ʍǝuʞ ı zoɔ'ʎɹɔ oʇ ʇnoqɐ sɐʍ ı ʎɥʍ ǝɯ pǝʞsɐ noʎ sǝʎǝ ɹnoʎ uı pǝɹɐʇs ı sɐ'oƃ plnoɥs ı'ʇɹɐǝɥ ʎɯ ƃuıʞɐǝɹq ǝuop ǝɹ,noʎ ɟı ssǝnƃ ı don't read
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