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Hey Jude
3/27/11 | 11:07 AM | 0 comments
simple sad song from The Beatles :Hey Jude, don't make it bad Take a sad song and make it better Remember to let her into your heart Then you can start to make it better Hey Jude, don't be afraid You were made to go out and get her The minute you let her under your skin Then you begin to make it better And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain Don't carry the world upon your shoulders For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool By making his world a little colder Na na na, na na, na na na na Hey Jude, don't let me down You have found her, now go and get her Remember to let her into your heart Then you can start to make it better So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin You're waiting for someone to perform with And don't you know that it's just you? Hey Jude, you'll do The movement you need is on your shoulder Na na na, na na, na na na na, yeah Hey Jude, don't make it bad Take a sad song and make it better Remember to let her under your skin Then you begin to make it better Better, better, better, better, better, oh! Na na na, na-na na na Na-na na na, hey Jude Na na na, na-na na na Na-na na na, hey Jude Na na na, na-na na na Na-na na na, hey Jude Na na na, na-na na na Na-na na na, hey Jude Na na na, na-na na na Na-na na na, hey Jude Na na na, na-na na na Na-na na na, hey Jude Not Today
3/25/11 | 10:10 AM | 0 comments
And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, Ya I try to believe you, But I don't When you say that it's gonna be, It always turns out to be a different way, I try to believe you, Not today, today, today, today, today... [Chorus:] I don't know how to feel, tomorrow, tomorrow, I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow Is a different day It's always been up to you, It's turning around, It's up to me, I'm gonna do what I have to do, just do Gimme a lil time, Leave me alone a little while, Maybe it's not too late, not today, today, today, today, today... [Chorus:] I don't know how to feel, tomorrow, tomorrow, I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow Is a different day And I know I'm not ready, Maybe tomorrow And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, Ya I try to believe you, Not today, today, today, today, today... Tomorrow it may change [4x it's a good self motivation song .. avril lavigne Tomorrow Fg
3/19/11 | 1:11 PM | 0 comments
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3/18/11 | 11:56 AM | 0 comments
i've read this so so so many times and i love it.but i can't remember where i gt this.Time, sometimes the time just slips away And your left with yesterday Left with the memories I, I'll always think of you and smile And be happy for the time I had you with me Though we go our separate ways I won't forget so don't forget the memories we've made Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say And it's sad to walk away with just the memories Who's to know what might have been We'll leave behind a life and time We'll never know again And how we laughed and how we smiled And how this world was yours and mine and how no dream was out of reach I stood by you, you stood by me We took each day and made it shine We wrote our names across the sky We ran so fast, we ran so free I had you and you had me. All-too late
3/16/11 | 11:56 PM | 0 comments
i've a lot of things that i want to do with you.my PROMISES is my promises .did i tell u that wait for me?did u gt that huhu.seems that u didn't get that.i've told you just wait and see : i've been this way,owh should i throwaway' the things that i already/want to give to you? owh you're too rush.i'm wondering just break me when i already give it to you.and now,i'm just locked it : nothing i can do.i'm not a cheater.call me shit or anything BUT i'm not a type of person like that.i'd better die if i do.i just need a time and now i gt it,i gt it,i gt it..just let it go,i try to win your heart but i failed.i'm not a liar,i'm just annoying..i don't care if u're already fallen in love with someone,because u never fall in love with me actually.i don't mind that.but the way u want to get over from me..FOR me it's hanging me.Just say i break you,i don't like you sorry,just say like that and i'll understand and went from you,or at least give me a call but u didn't..i'm waiting for you when u say ur phone was damaged..i want you to call me and confess with me everything,,don't use my PROMISES reason to gt out all of this.i realized that i'm nt good enough in loving,don't know even how to treat a girl,u're my first and now i'm in the same way of you when u broke up with your first love.i'll do anything for all and all .P. you know me earlier well,and start relationship with a good hn..can you do like that once again,good ending also?..i started it and u'll ended it well but it's ok.i'll consider it well..i'm too complicated to understand even CL don't know how type of me : i can't hate you EVEN my mind say that but my heart still can't.how suck..I wanna be heartbroken but i'm 'logical fg',i can't do that because my heart already FRAGILE even you try a hard to broke it.i accept everything you do to me..i'm a guilty,liar,suck,stalker,messy,depressed,copy,etc,i JUST let yourself to thinking what u want to think about me.i'm not going to defense myself,i'll keep it as ur gift to me,a wonderful gift.... i accept it even i'm not but it's still ok.my love for you made me blind act.i'm blinded and stupidrdoxx love.but deep down in my heart,there're u and forever it's you FOR a foools LIAR like me.. 12
3/15/11 | 10:06 PM | 0 comments
-sangat setia dan pemurah-bersifat patriorik -sangat aktif dalam permainan dan pergaulan -sikap kurang sabar dan tergesa-gesa -bercita-cita tinggi -suka menjadi orang yang berpengaruh dalam organisasi -seronok bila didampingi -suka bercampur dengan orang suka dipuji.diberi perhatian dan dibelai -sangat jujur,amanah dan bertolak ansur -tidak pandai berpura-pura -cepat marah -perangai yang mudah berubah-ubah -tidak ego walaupun harga dirinya sangat tinggi -benci pada kongkongan -pandai buat lawak dan berfikiran logik 4
| 10:02 PM | 0 comments
-sangat aktif dan dinamik-cepat bertindak membuat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal -sangat menarik dan pandai menjaga diri -punya daya mental yang sangat kuat -suka diberi perhatian -sangat diplomatik (pandai memujuk) -berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah orang -sangat berani dan tiada perasaan takut -suka perkara yang mencabar,pengasih,penyayang,sopan santun dan pemurah -emosi cepat terusik -cuba kawal perasaan -kecenderungan bersifat pendendam -agresif dan kelam kabut membuat keputusan -kuat daya ingatan -gerak hati yang sangat kuat -pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan orang lain -berpenyakit disekitar kepala dan dada -sangat cemburu dan terlalu cemburu Freaking
| 12:12 PM | 0 comments
fane,tau myrumate,Besties kunu . sebenarnya dia sangat sowt dan palui . i miss a tyme when i'm with her at keningau,actually kami banyak persamaan . annoying sometimes tapi ambil berat.pa pun dia nampak comel d kamera sy.cincin dan kuku kirim salam aa =).pa pun,sy nda kasih tinggal ko.jgn risau.i'm lucky to know you..THX palui.. =) Lokasi ni pic d wee kee restaurant kgu tpt sasau..sial. ^^ MMM
3/13/11 | 7:27 AM | 0 comments
this is me finally.never expecting that i'm in this way finally.realize that's its all about my fault. keep blamming on myself everyday FOR what i've done and what you have done TO me..don't let me hanging on this way.and take me when i'm perfect in your eyes,don't say my name..it's kill me.but let just me know..Let myself know..maybe someday..and If.. you know.. When i wake up.. I wake up from loneliness.. I think about your always smilling face.. and I smile without realizing it.. so,I'll go again.. Another beautiful season arrives.. You left me longing and sadness.. I'll just walk down the street again.. Living my life one day after another.. Tears come just by hearing her name.. I CAN"T hold it in.. I CAN"T laugh like this.. I try calling her name again.. With the wounds she left in my heart.. I'm trying to forget her's name.. Although i'm bitting my lips to keep from SAYING this.. my love is only you.. Living my life as if nothing has happened, When,really.. I'm longing for love, With this pain she left behind, these tears fall constantly Without me even knowing.. i try calling her's name again.. Le**y Miss Bitch CL a.k.a ..
| 7:19 AM | 0 comments
Le**y : gila..akhirnya.”I don’t need your money girl” i can live as long i’ve my money inside me..i don’t need love,i don’t need anyone,i don’t need heart,i don’t need anything,I just have to Make Sure that my money safe with me and i love money wth..With money i can gt everything that i want.I’ll buy a LOVE wth,i’ll buy a HEART wth,I’ll buy HUMAN..and i can got them even I’m not the best..I JUST NEED MONEY, === nah,ni lah kegilaan duit,mungkin betul juga duit adalah segala-galanya tapi sy bukan lah org macam itu,mungkin ada sikit sebab sy suka money tapi duit nda akan dapat kuasai segalanya..siapa yang nda suka duit.wth tapi money jadi sasaran if me down....Le**y,aww gila nya..akhirnya sy jumpa L sejati.sial..dalam dekat2 hampir mau 3 tahun baru sy tau,owh how sweet dan sekarang sy boleh TALK EVERY EVERY EVERY EVERY thing with L..Miss Bitch CL_2ne1,thx kau aa..sebenarnya kau sowt dan palui..GOLDEN orange 20% alcohol (mana sudah tu botol?)..tapi apapun thank kau..pic sama2 nanti when we gt extension of bitch and put a letter L besides US..March changes everything,i swear >.< but i’m still the same of me.. Friday 04 March 2011
| 7:17 AM | 0 comments
Haloo.. last day komuniti sudah =( sedih mau kasi tinggal ni tempat..walaupun jauh dr bandar d pedalaman sudah tapi tempat ni banyak mengajar sy ,mkes me more though and wise sikit ^^.mungkin dulu sy bodoh tp skrang it’s changes me,i’m more better sudah dari yang dulu,thx you thx you thx you,now sy betul2 heartless,better pula feel heartless,sy SUKA..sy berharap dapat kerja di tempat jauh2,jauh dari sabah kalau boleh..jarang balik sabah,setahun sekali saja atau dua tahun ka,merantau di negeri orang,teringin juga mau tguk tempat orang kan =),tapi sy akan rindu sabah..I WILL MISS SABAH very much,terutama seseorang yang akan sy rindu sampai bila-bila,hari pertama sy jumpanya hingga hari last sy ada,sy akan merinduinya selamanya.-------------à>>>>><<<<<< andu,sedih pula..balik serita sy nie,hari ni sangat bermakna buat sy,even hari-hari pun bermakna tapi hari ni specel sebab i’ll leave this place,lama juga baru balik lagi posting d sini,sy akan rindu our home,staff2 nya terutama staffnurse Merlyn [ jgn kau ketawa kalau terbaca ni aa CL ],pokok mangga kami,happy trading,jagung tin,cluod 9,omelette c CL,orange tutt tutt and banyak lagi..i’ll miss semua itu..kenangan yang bermakna..petang nanti mau packing barang lagi,and esok jalan tinggal jalan terus lagi.. owh,sy nda mau say goodbye..mcm sy mahu mati sudah pula,,nda mau lah..just want to say,wait for me once again,i’ll back..when the heavens gone crazy,i’ll be BACK.. 28 Febuari 2011 Keningau
| 7:16 AM | 0 comments
What a good day,lepas ja waktu pejabat 5pm,jam 6 jalan-jalan d pasar Keningau,owh sangat nice jalan2 malam di sana,mula-mula p BSN,banyak owh burung layang2 mcm the city of death,takutnya >.< i think kotor itu tempat kali sebab area sana saja yang banyak burung layang2,banyak juga Lucky shot c fanila dan sy paling suka picnya yang ada huruf A3 sebab cantik! XD =) and p farmasi tapi closed sudah owh..sedihnya,nda pa harap2 lain kali buka lagi..tu hari ada try p sana lagi tapi orangnya tiada pula melarikan diri sebab dia takut haha..d kk baru buatlah,sebab sana banyak orang berani buat..LIST Owh ya sy mahu buat list ..dadaa..kembali pada cerita sy,and then pasar malam jadi sasaran,sy suka lightnya itu d ruang tengah dengan D-lightning ala2 vouge,punya santik ! kalau dari belakang lagi santik,dari depan silau pula..kiri and kanan banyak jual sayur2,selari dengan tiang lampu,sy terdiam kijap ni,kalau sy ada itu BENDA,banyak sudah yg boleh sy buat..but tiada sudah myfish,huhu..harap2 myfish baik2 saja,i miss it very much..very very very,my 1st precious stuff itu.. =(,feeling sad.,nda pa lah as long as myfish baik2 saja..jalan lagi p tempat bakar2 sayap,sy beli banyak makanan sehingga telampau kenyang,makan sambil berjalan lagi tu,kalau sy Kaya..sy beli semua jenis makanan d sana pasar,i think boleh sampai rm50 juga tu lau sy bersungguh-sungguh mau membeli makanan, wth boros =)..sambil tunggu kwn yang lain,ada budak2 skaters main skateboard sana..santik oh tu skate,teringin sy mau pijak2nya tapi nda da keberanian mau p pijak nanti bikin malu kalau jatuh.jatuh point sy XD =) setakat tinguk2 saja sudahlah,and c fanila ambil pic sikit enough sdh >.< mcm sy tinggal d urban tguk org main skateboard..andu,ok lepas tu pusing lagi satu kali d pasar n lepak depan tandas,haha TANDAS lagi tu tempat lepak,sebab sana saja yg lapang,apa lagi..ambil kesempatan bergila sana,palui2x gaya..muahaha,ada gaya GRO,bitch L,series F mcm2 lagi la ikut gaya masing-masing..sambil pegang plastik makanan yang bertimbun2 haha,bikin malu betul2 tapi enjoy =) orang d sana just tguk2 saja mcm nda pernah nampak sumandak bah,alalalala sian..pelik cara meningu,rumate sy cakap..bikin takut kunu urang2 d sana wkk,palui..but sy faham juga perasaan nya tu,org comel mcm nya mestilah takut d urat haha,sy faham tu..nda puas depan TANDAS,parking jadi sasaran..longkang pun jadi sasaran,nah di sini keluar gaya2 pelik dari anak-anak riang bikin geli,terutama sy yg sdh swear mau jadi freaking biatch,macam2 perangai yang timbul,senyum2 ja me tguk ^^ but at least,we enjoy the NIGHT,kring2..alamak,kol dari miss,dia kol c flo tanya about us,sebab dia tau driver ( c zawawi ) stay sama kami before dorang p tenom esok pagi and direct pulang kk terus,mmg betul sangkaan miss,confirm c zawawi diajak keluar,sementara dia p jumpa “senior jm” us kunu,de ei >.< lelaki kn,memang.nda pa,asal dapat tguk keningau night view,rasa sayu pula,mau tidak mau ja sy ingat =( rasa berdegup jantung sy,sebak d dada tapi tahan2 saja,mau dekat jam 9 begitu bru c zawawi datang p ambil balik apin2,dalam perjalanan balik,rupanya sy takut jalan lurus..kalau urang jalan lurus la yg ok,sebab tiada selok belok..tp sy pula takut sebab macam TIADA PENGHUJUNG,sy takut lost in way..lurus ja,seram pun ada..adadada mulau,nah about 18 minit kami sampai d rumah,i think mau mandi tp shit! Tiada air,ada air di luar tapi takut mau p luar sebab tempat kami mcm padang jarak padang tekukur..di tengah2 rumput padang,and gelap lagi tempat..di sebelah bilik dekat dengan jalan kampung and hutan,pagar ja yang memisahkan,bikin takut ^^,walaupun sy bdn besar tapi penakut juga..but penakut lagi rumate sy,sian dia nie..sy bersimpati juga sebab dia kadang2 nda dapat tidur malam sebab bepikir yang bukan-bukan saja,gara2 Siti Hajar laitu..andu gia,,bah nda pa la,lau da pa2 ko kasi bangun ja sy..it’s ok tiada pa2 baitu.. sy cakap samanya..ok akhirnya kmi tidur nda BERMANDI..esok pagi baru mandi..tadaaa =) habis sudah kisah keningau nie..SELAMAT MALAM..zzzzzzz ^^,and once again i whisper before i close my eyes..Good Night,i’ve enjoy ur place today..thx you.. same as what i did every night before i went to sleep.. =).. |