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29 january 2011
1/30/11 | 2:28 AM | 0 comments
hve a lot work to do =) owh ~~ i need someone right now and SO ON : de ei.. i always "latek fouy to be frukew" i just need you.. only you.. ordinary person =)
1/25/11 | 4:53 PM | 0 comments
I just want to be an ordinary person in your heart.I don't want your sacrifices-I want your true Love.I don't want your offerings-I want you to know me " (shit im not hard fan emo aa) haha.Finally i made a CONCLUSION.my own choice,my own way and most important is I'm a new new and new person now .. i talk to myself, " if you want a deeper,more intimate connection with it'..You must learn to honestly share your feelings with it',trust it' when it' asks you to do something,learn to care about what it' cares about,and desire it's relationship more than anything else.. and i gt it ^^ =).Now i almost turning my last teen,and i want a new of me before i leave all of this.New for me and a starting for someone : someday u'll find a real life,real road,and an immortal ever.fanny lene~ Buku Rahsia
| 3:48 PM | 0 comments
Hello peeps =) : nah my entrie kali ni pasal my secret Book".hehe since 2 mggu yg lepas sy buat tu buku.wkkk lawak juga la:buku tu lama sdh sy beli tp nda tau mcm mana mau guna ;) last sy tulis2 something d sana bout someone tyme pratikal d Klinik Harrington KK =).sy sm my rumate c fanila tut haha and farnella. [ bdekat2 kn nama kami? ] haha.syok d sana.kerja sy "tukang kasi bersih akuarium saja" haha.i love fish and cut also turtle but they don't love me as i do ;PP.haha..okok,balik dgn tajuk sy BUKU RAHSIA..buku ni warna itam shiny,kertas mcm warna2 vouge bagitu..sederhana ja bentuknya dan yg paling spesel sy SUKA menulis d dalamnya: pa2 yg sy mau tulis sy TULIS sj ikut suka hati la haha.i dedicated to buku to myself and someone special hehe peeewit ^^.d sana sy bule tulis pa yg sy nda dapat CAKAP ! yeah hehe.makanya i love itu.mau tau apa d dalamnya? haha let me bagi some hint2x::11 jan : 4 bulan already.I can't feel my breath.BREATHLESS 12 jan : Can I have it? ^^.. 13 jan : Parathyroid Gland 14 jan : Fokus : Jadual Rooster =) 15 jan : Fucking bored day 16 jan : Heartache 17 jan : Blue Monday $ 18 jan : Hormon gantian seumur hidup 19 jan : Rick Warren 20 jan : Mum <3 love you 21 jan : Can't understand you well =( 22 jan : Kima x_x 23 jan : Jealous Fuck OFF 24 jan : Day by day..It's still the same nah tu la isi2 my secret book haha ;_smpai 24 saja sebab 25 blum complete =).. ngeek ngggok chaw dulu.. not me
1/24/11 | 9:56 PM | 0 comments
behind my smile is a hurting =) / behind my laugh i'm falling APPART Look closely at me and you'll see the person I am.. not me =) owh thank you.. Head (Love.Mad.Miss.Shy.Jealous? a++)
1/23/11 | 12:05 PM | 0 comments
pa yg saya buat sekarang :) mampus kepala..macam2 in my head mcm sy bermimpi SERIGALA serang sy secara besar besaran owh yeah mcm kimak.de eii.sy bnyk berfikir lg.datang lagi penyakit fikir sy yg tiba2.handphone mampus,lappy pun mau terima nasib yg sama kali ni haha =) tp bukan sy yg beli lau sy yg beli mungkin sy berani la mau kasi hantak ! haha.. nah berhambur sdh my posts ini yg teda2. Head 1: Love,semakin jauh semakin + my feeling toward you =} owh mcm apa yg sy rasa ni.baru saja sy baca ur posts;don't worry kita jumpa juga aa ^^.nda sy mungkir janji.i'm not pemungkir.skrg tgah dilema whitin my myself and me saja ni dew.mulau2 sy rasa. LOVE <3.Head 2: Mad a.k.a sampalau sot,cheee si.nah itu yg pa sy rasa . cuma mau alone saja ni tyme mcm kena kurung d kotak2."kadang2 sy rasa mau p bunuh diri.sy benci semua urang di sekeliling sy " haha =) it's not me.just teringat pa c mar cakap kunu tyme dia down.haha lucu juga la bila teringat.tp mcm mana pula lau sy yg down? owh owh.. satu ja tu Mulau-ulau i think sebab mad perkara yg kecil aka mustahil untuk digilakan haha.tp sy pandai marah juga haha ! de ei. kima. (memaki).Head 3: Miss i miss you bah: bukan bermaksud sy begini sy nda rindu.paling rindu ini.wall Fb? sy malas mau w2w and mix with wall kamu dgn adik2 mu sana.de ei.campur2 pening sy tguk.bukan sy sdh kastau ka tu sy nda suka mix: nah makanya,jgn la kecil hati bila sy nda wall.Lagipun sy mau delete juga Fb etu nanti sebab malas mau jaga game d sana.sakit hati sy nda pandai naik level aka lambat naik level.better i off itu fb kn.apa2 nanti lau nda dpt contact me just text ja.i'm really sorry aa ganggu kmu.i think sy salah ja tyme mengkol kn andu.sy takut disturb lagi de ei.nah mulau ni gabuy mu monolog sendiri all the time.Head 4 : Shy satu lagi sebab sy nda kol sebab sy malu sdh haha: sot;malu sebab mengacau kmu syg : kacau tyme mkn segala2 larh =) sy nda pndai lagi bercerita itu bila kol.kmu ja yg bcerita kn.nah segan la andu..and malu juga mau tegur d fb andu :P makanya sy nda wall.sebab segan sudah with myself yg selalu menyusahkan kamu and bt kmu tekanan huhu.sy pilih untuk nda mau kacau kmu dgn sosial2 web ni.lau sy ok sdh dr mulau i'll back nanti.huhu sy pemalu yg tiada2 ;}.Head 5 : Jealous : and i'm gimbogu too aka jeles.kenapa? sebab sy jeles la sama kamu tau tak? andu.jeles dgn adik2 mu kali haha.nah kn mulau.sy boleh nda mengaku sy jeles tp sy mau cakap juga wlupun bukan face 2 face tp d post pun ok la ! sy jelesssss :P sangat2.makanya sy jadi mulau nda mau kol wall text segala sebab i don't like jeles sy ni yg tiada2.Nah i think sy dapat sdh kesimpulan pa yg berlegar d otak sy nie..punca segala masalah.pendek kata sy cemburu ! dan ini hukuman for myself to be though enough lain hari..i choose this stupid way : and i'm eating my own bitter now.. Selasa
| 9:55 AM | 0 comments
kegeraman tahap dewa : akhirnya hp jadi mangsa haha ^^ kotoh =P.hancur sdh.kena baling d almari wakaka.nah selasa kali baru dapat balik.mt tlg kwn htr d kedai haha: sebab bosan maka TRY baling telifon fikir nda pactCHAA muehehe.patah tpt bateri: nasib ada nokia yg 5 tahun sdh:owh itu pun sot2 sikit. haha act bosan mau mampussssssss;makanya try benda yg baru hehe: Nda lama laek next week.i wish dapat hp balik haha.susah mau kol teda hapeX."kotoh noh kopio" manyasal tp teda guna sbarlah saja andu ^^.masing2 membawa diri hehe.terpaksa format memori kadnya yg sdh mau patah tp kena GAM GAJAH oleh c obri haha.buleh thn juga gam gajahnya =) wkkk.fuck. ini handphone malang yg pernah jatuh d tangan siaaa Mei thun lapas wkkk. harap2 selamat lah dorg2 ini gara2 humabanan sy sebab GERIGITAN !! haha shit.. Miss you
1/22/11 | 3:42 PM | 0 comments
sometimes,life isn't easy at all.sometimes when i'm here alone :),i wish just for a moment,just for a PRECIOUS moment,that i wasn't here but instead was there..so i could give u a great big hug : There comes a point in ur life when u realize who matters,who never did,who won't anymore,and who always will.so don't worry about people from ur past,there's a reason why they didn't make it to ur future : But that can be freaking HARD and my mind tells me to give up..but my HEART WON'T let me.and though it hurts more to move on,I know it should be for the very best,BUT it kills me to wonder what could have been,and even worse what should have been?..I dont understand how we could click so fast and so good but yet we arent together.I just want once for something to work for me..I found someone i really LIKE and yet i can't be with her.why?..I wish i had a guts to walk away and forget about what we had..but i can't.because i know you won't come after me.Don't give up if u still want to try,don't ever wipe ur tears if u still want to cry,don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know,don't ever say you don't love her if u can't let her go.I'm over u syg..but there are days when everything comes back.u'll never find the right one if u never let go of the wrong one..Sometimes i like to pretend that everythings alright because when everybody else thinks ur fine u forget for a while that u are NOT."LOVE it's like lightning,you get struck once and baby,it kills",sometimes u don't realize how much u care for someone until they stop caring about you.If everything happens for a reason,what's the reason behind this ? Yes i can be happy and yes i can laugh but something's missing in my life..and I can't get up,I've always wanted to make u happy and the part that hurts me the worst is that I don't remember what ur laugh sounds like..I try to move on.i try to do something else..but no matter what i do.. I THINK OF YOU..I miss u and there's nothing left to say.. still here in the rain
1/21/11 | 11:27 AM | 0 comments
I often close my eyes and I can see you smile.You reach out for my hand and I'm woken from my dream..Although your heart is mine.it's hollow inside I never had your love And I never will.. =).every night I lie awake Thinking maybe you love me Like I've always loved you But how can you love me Like I loved you when You can't even look me straight in my eyes I've never felt this way.to be so in love.to have someone there Yet feel so alone.Aren't you supposed to be? The one to wipe my tears The one to say that you would never leave The waters calm and still ..my reflection is there.I see you holding me.. But then you disappear All that is left of you Is a memory On that only, exists in my dreams I don't know what hurts you..but i can feel too.and it just hurts so much To know that I can't do a thing And deep down in my heart Somehow I just know That no matter what I'll always love you So why am I still here in the rain?? =)
1/20/11 | 11:05 PM | 0 comments
Last year pic ^^.It's remind me : life is never expected as we wish. I'm not an ACCIDENT
1/19/11 | 4:47 PM | 0 comments
=).What on EARTH am i here for?U know me inside and out,you know every bone in my body : you know exactly how i was made.bit by bit,how was i SCULPTED from nothing to something".and i realize i'm made TO LAST FOREVER. [ You don't see me as I am,you see me as you are ]. -fanny Lene- friends =) pic taken by fanila
1/15/11 | 3:47 PM | 2 comments
I just like it =).randomly Friends =)
| 3:02 PM | 0 comments
Sometimes, life isn’t about …….. well there ‘s a lot of things life isn’t about but instead of pointing out what’s not right sometimes I just wanna focus on what’s important in my life. There’s never a better time to talk to my friends, the good ones, the ones I love, the ones whose true to my heart, even if their ones that I haven’t talked to in years, than now. So here’s my message to you: I love you more than you will know, and if I didn’t why would I be sending this random message right now?. I’m never gonna leave you in the dust, my heart can’t function like that. Whatever happens between us, happens, there’s nothing I can change about that so let’s just live in the moment. Because I wanna be the one who peed myself from laughing to hard with you at something that shouldn’t even be that funny. I want to be the one who rolls down hills with you, watching you hit a pole and start cracking up. I want to be the one you cry with over a stupid movie. I want to be the shoulder you lean on when you cry over a stupid boy. I want to be the one you get in a fight with, than become best friends again within 2 days. I want to be that friend you can never let go of because there’s some awkward force that keeps pulling us together. I want to be the one who will complain with you for hours about how much we hate our bodies. I want to be the one who always gets in trouble with you and get blamed together. I want to be the one that goes through everything with you. And one day I want to be that one who sits on the porch next to you, on those little rocking chairs, with old age, smiling and doing nothing for hours and feel like it was the best conversation we’ve ever had. So let’s start that now, because we can never know what kind of opportunities are out there unless we try it. I might not be all that right now but don’t think I don’t want to be because I still want to be your friend, you’re a great friend.=) fanny lene
1/13/11 | 11:45 AM | 0 comments
fanny lene my 1st acc name ini =) .sy rindu pula my nem ini wkk.tersangat banyak kenangan dengan nama ini sampai sy pun nda ingat mau mula dr mana haha.actually nick sy baini tyme gila chat dulu.ms sy umur 16 ka lau nda silap.punya la gila smpai nda tdr.haha.kebanyakn urg sandakan sm tawau my friends.ada yg smpi skrg masi aktif bchat tp sy nda larat sdh.cz my lappy nda buleh view2 pop up,makanya bkubur sdh chating2 nie,lagipun bosan.sy punya chatage 107 sdh haha tua sdh laitu ^^.fanny tu nama btul sy.lene nama kazen sy c charlene.maka kana ptg la u char tggl lene lagi kena ambil.masa mula2 buat Fb,fanny lene juga rasminya haha,hebat owh sy rasa XD =) sangat2 ni.haha.tp skrg tggl kenangan laek cz i alreadiii deactived my 1st acc itu.bosan sdh main fb actually.buka fb utk game sahaja yg nda pndai2 naik level kima.haha =) i think itu saja la.. saja tu interpreeemmm my signature wkk ; entrie lepas ni ada sign sdh yeah ^^.payah mau cari kod nya duii..da da da later grey Day =)
1/12/11 | 11:22 AM | 0 comments
yaww..hari ni just mcm biasa =).bla bla lec d kelas.sangat bosan aka mengantuk tp jap ja la mengantuk.sepa suruh nda tdr wth =).tiba2 rasa mau taip2 something ni d saat mud down ^^.sy cakap yg sy sedih sama my rumate but dia nda pcaya..oh oh biarlah.=).hapipnnessss is not all about laughing" btul kn? ^^.but ada jua berita baik about my posting,thx miss sebab bg peluang pilih tempat posting nanti thx very much wlupun miss garang mcm singa wth =) haha.sy pilih Kd d Apin2 kgu.wooot punya best.with c fane n eve la.kmi 8 org p sana nanti 21 feb ni.slama 1 bulan,sy harap dapat pelajari sesuatu dr sana.i hope fane can learn herss shoooting nant =) chayok chayok aa.berbanding dgn c Minah sorg yg dia cakap d post nya.sy fhm prasan ko fane.sabar ja la.dorg sdh pilih ko jd photographer apa mau kisah sgt sama canon dia tu?..yg ptg kerja mantap,biarin.i'll support you.ptg td kmi bincang pasal minggu sukan jun nant.our group will handle ping pong and publishiTING haha.i'll gve the jobsss to jas and darol.agaknya sy masi d team durg angie kali buat persembahan nant tp blum comfirm,td dia test speaker + mixer..mantap la juga sound nya.pecah jua tu dewan nant.bout me td : sy jd pendiam sdh haha.heran2 my grup napa sy diam,balik2 dorg tny sy sakit ka.kenapa muka ko mcm urg putus sinta ja?haha.palui.i'll just tell them taht i'm tired,tiba2 my rumate menyampuk.oh oh biarlah c yeunn itu.yg ptg happy ja my rumate.malas sy bnyk bcakap:bnyk bcakap buat sy rasa mcm urg bodoh nie haha wtf =) actually me just sad n sad.lau hari2 begini susah la,kurus kali sy nie? wkkk.bgus jua lau kurus hehe.next week ada sdh prancangan mahu p popular d cp,mau p membeli buku doraemon d sana.tp nda tau lagi sama sp sy mau jalan.myb dgn c mar n my rumate,kmi 3 org la ^^.beli barang2 yg miss suruh.n kperluan pratikal nanti.sy d 1st group yg p komuniti yeah yeah.jalan 20 feb.i think jalan ikut jalan tambunan itu sebab kmi turun d apin2 ja.nda sgt jauh itu dr bndr kgu.sdh ada my perancangan nanti d apin2..oh oh =) rasa nda sabar pula.happy2 ja.sekurang2 nya dpt p apin2 mke me happy =) thx..i miss you so badly ^^.even u don't want me to find you anymore.i'll not disturb u dew ku.yg ptg study jgn sambil lewa belajar nant menyesal d kemudian hari.lau boleh dapat result yg bagus (of course la tu ) =) bout me,me just fine ini.lalui hari2 biasa dengan biasa.sdh sy letak tu pic cumel at my side bar.cumel kn? ^^,senyum2 ja me tguk itu pic n when i look itu aiskrim =).i love you and always i do.. =) panjang pula my post ini haha.biasalah lau gabuy ^^..td my kawan membawa tguk vampire diaries.syok bilangya.tp teda my mud mau tguk sbb cetanya lbh kurang sama dgn ceta twilight2,tia mau la bosan.thari td nda sy p makan malas nie bnyk urg n teda selera mkn coz masih kenyang ^^.mkn biskut marie andu.c yeun sempat lagi p mkan pdahl sdh mkn maggie wkkk Godoot dui.sy rajin sdh buat nota hoho satu peningkatan."d klas masa belajar.belajar la..d bilik masa berehat." itu kunu slogan kmi dua with my rumate haha.tp betul juga haha.tp slalu lmbt tdr wkk.act.sy just nda mau mimpi yg bukan2..semakin bnyk sy fikir,smkin mimpi yg bukan2 lau tidur.i'm afraid to sleep again.cz i can feel my mimpi slalu benar huhu.1 yg sy pasti sy takut kehilangan kmu.so,better sy nda tdr n nda lagi mimpi yg bukan2 yeah ^^.and when day coming,i still have a chance to textng you again..=)..imma not perfect .semua urg nda perfect.sy marah2 kmu smlm kn? huhu..i'm sorry .. andu..smpai d sini saja la utk kali nie.today just a grey day.. =) Imma zero.Inside me just Zero''
1/11/11 | 12:12 PM | 0 comments
Hari ni genap 4 bulan sdh =_0."happy annivesary dew,sorry thari tadi.im just getting mad tu.hari ni btul2 teda my mud.changing of hormone kali.pa yg sdh terjadi to maself ini?andu..imma zero.Inside me just zero.bnyk etu mksdnya,bkn bmkna kmu nda da dlm diri sy.but i just fighting with myself.tiada kaitan dgn siapa2.just myself itu.hari ni bnyk benda yg sy fikir O_0.sy pun nda tau mau mula fikir dr mana?wooo..huhu.i've told u sy nda dapat tdr sjak mggu lalu kn?.lain2 sy rasa ini.i feel like im too old sdh x_X.sy takut sy nda dapat bertahan coz sy mudah menyerah.u know it better.smlm sy tdr lewat sdh.hmpr jam 3.30 am.bego my mimpi.I hate itu,np sy buleh mimpi ur x ? adehei..palui..n then,i've read ur posts.line last sekali i think it's truly dedicated to ur x kn?owh..wth,asal sy mimpi mesti ada2 saja.andu,ligat sdh my head ini.migrain mau mampus.oh yeah,ngam laitu..n insiden d klas lg perselisihan dgn my friends.bodo.owh fuck.nah t'keluar sdh ayat2 memaki ni.huhu,you i'm really sorry for what i did to you today.I know i reallllly annoying you.what should i do?lau bule,sy mau p jauh2 dr sini. =)escape.sy nda mau jumpa org ramai lagi.biaralah kana COP kera sumbang.munyet..huhu.hhmm.sy rasa tu ja la kali.wait and see wht will happen next .. later Wonderpets
1/9/11 | 2:39 PM | 0 comments
wonderpets wonderpets =) like to helping each other credits to : Pesu and Putih Special list
1/6/11 | 3:25 PM | 0 comments
my special list: you know me better as good as myself don't.i know you =) you're my love" i'm sorry for not listn u at my List,i've told u before that i don't like to mix u with the others.do u still remember it ^^.so i made this post just for yongkies. my only yongkies:sweet.smart.young almost 18 sdh kn hehe.cute.logical but sometimes likes to merepek berpanjangan especially when she meet angei wkk.sit for exam this year (Good luck).famous XD".potential photographer.wise =).brave?hehe.CHARM.FASCINATE.good looking.likes to eat like me lah haha.Doraemon's hard fan haha =).like to hear natural music.Blue=fav color.i want to call her Blue Navy's hehe.like to learn something.NAUGHTY as me also haha.very polite.easy to gt flu.mostly girls like her jelessss ;P.kind-hearted.nice.understanding.loyal true-hearted.touching.crying easily andu.caring.good in COOKING.sometimes difficult to understand.A VAMPIRE.world is different on her views.love CAT and BOOK___.any kind of books except sinta2 punya novel,hehe.jealouslyyyy.loving.wings girl hehe. LAWA =).she cannot sleep in the eve. have a sweet dimple.good in kissing haha.diligent.faithful to the family.open minded..whats else aa? hehe.. i can't describe it anymore love because you are my every single breath.. p/s:yaww syg... =) later.. Insecurity
1/5/11 | 12:10 PM | 0 comments
This is about a strange feeling of me.yeah mostly i think.. I confess to you that this feeling is a particularly insecure. When I see the cracks' in the relationship, all of a sudden feeling of fear has arisen and continues to surround me. At a same moment, I thought how stupid I was in this context of true matter that we need to know. As I promised.. not to hurt anyone again,but i realize it was the beginning of my appointment is BECAME evil; This mysterious room of time will come to mind. how I will survive? Can I handle it? Down
1/3/11 | 10:31 AM | 0 comments
I'm really down =) Thank you for makes me feel like this =) Oh ya..Just thank you ^^ You know it better |