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All-too late
3/16/11 | 11:56 PM | 0 comments
i've a lot of things that i want to do with you.my PROMISES is my promises .did i tell u that wait for me?did u gt that huhu.seems that u didn't get that.i've told you just wait and see : i've been this way,owh should i throwaway' the things that i already/want to give to you? owh you're too rush.i'm wondering just break me when i already give it to you.and now,i'm just locked it : nothing i can do.i'm not a cheater.call me shit or anything BUT i'm not a type of person like that.i'd better die if i do.i just need a time and now i gt it,i gt it,i gt it..just let it go,i try to win your heart but i failed.i'm not a liar,i'm just annoying..i don't care if u're already fallen in love with someone,because u never fall in love with me actually.i don't mind that.but the way u want to get over from me..FOR me it's hanging me.Just say i break you,i don't like you sorry,just say like that and i'll understand and went from you,or at least give me a call but u didn't..i'm waiting for you when u say ur phone was damaged..i want you to call me and confess with me everything,,don't use my PROMISES reason to gt out all of this.i realized that i'm nt good enough in loving,don't know even how to treat a girl,u're my first and now i'm in the same way of you when u broke up with your first love.i'll do anything for all and all .P. you know me earlier well,and start relationship with a good hn..can you do like that once again,good ending also?..i started it and u'll ended it well but it's ok.i'll consider it well..i'm too complicated to understand even CL don't know how type of me : i can't hate you EVEN my mind say that but my heart still can't.how suck..I wanna be heartbroken but i'm 'logical fg',i can't do that because my heart already FRAGILE even you try a hard to broke it.i accept everything you do to me..i'm a guilty,liar,suck,stalker,messy,depressed,copy,etc,i JUST let yourself to thinking what u want to think about me.i'm not going to defense myself,i'll keep it as ur gift to me,a wonderful gift.... i accept it even i'm not but it's still ok.my love for you made me blind act.i'm blinded and stupidrdoxx love.but deep down in my heart,there're u and forever it's you FOR a foools LIAR like me.. |